a boring myspace survey which i posted as a blog

WOULD YOU RATHER..

1) pierce your nose or tongue? nose
2) be serious or be funny? funny
3) drink whole or skim milk? whole


ARE YOU..

4) simple or complicated? simple

DO YOU PREFER..

5) flowers or angels? flowers
6) grey or gray? gray
7) color or black & white photos? depends on my mood
8) lust or love? love
9) sunrise or sunset? sunset
10) M&Ms or Skittles? skittles, M&Ms are so 1st grade
11) rap or rock? rap
12) staying up late or waking up early? staying up late
13) TV or radio? TV
15) eating apples or oranges? Apples



DO YOU PREFER..

18) being hot or cold? cold
19) tall members of the opposite sex? yes
20) sun or moon? sun
21) emeralds or rubies? emeralds
22) left or right? right
23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? 1 best friend
24) sun or rain? rain
25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? chocolate
26) boys or girls? boys
27) green beans or carrots? green beans
28) low fat or fat free? low fat

MISCELLANEOUS..

29) What is your biggest fear in the world? hurting people that mean the most to me
30) kids or no kids? kids
31) Cat or dog? dog
32) Half empty or half full? half empty
33) Mustard or ketchup? ketchup
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books? sof cover
35) Newspaper or magazine? magazine
36) Sandals or sneakers? sneakers
37) Wonder or amazement? amazement, i already wonder way to much
38) Red car or white car? white
39) Happy & poor or sad & rich? happy and poor
40) Singing or dancing? singing, i suck at dancing
41) Hugging or kissing? hugging makes me feel warm inside, everyone should hug more often
43) Happy or sad? happy
45) Blondes or brunettes? on guys, umm i like blondes

ABOUT YOU..

Full name? magdalena lastname
Nicknames: malena
Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? no candles but im 15 i had a 9 story cake thingy there were 265 ppl at the party haha

Date that you regularly blow them out? June 12
Pets? 1 dog, 2 guinea pigs
Height? 5'2
Eye color? Brown
Hair color? Dark Brown
Piercing(s)? None

WHAT DO YOU WANT..

Where do you want to live? sometimes far away from here, but i love this place too much to leave it :)

How many kids do you want? 2 would be perfect
What kind of job do you want? a job where i can help people
Do you want to get married? sure

WHICH IS BETTER..

2 doors or 4 (on a car)? 4 doors
Coffee or ice cream? aw shit, i like both, how about coffee flavored ice cream?
Shampoo or conditioner?
Bridges or tunnels? bridges
One pillow or two? 2

FAVORITES..

Salad dressing? Cesar
Color of socks? white
Toothpaste? Colgate
Food? mexican or italian
Alcoholic drink? sssh im not 21 yet, but Jose Cuervo is good, but 100 Anos [google it] is better

Non-alcoholic drink? water

WHAT DID YOU DO..

1 MINUTE AGO: type
1 DAY AGO: watched tv
1 WEEK AGO: probably watched tv
1 YEAR AGO: i was probably happy

I HURT: easily
I LOVE: my pillow
I HATE: certain people
I FEAR: a lot of things
I HOPE: my life gets better
I FEEL: lost, and disoriented
I LISTEN: to music
I HIDE: my feelings, will i attempt too, but i never succeed
I MISS: lots of things
I LEARNED: that not everyone is who they seem to be, even the most unexpected person could be the worst person

I WAIT: for things to get better
I NEED: time to myself
I THINK: i want to sleep

CURRENTS..

Current Clothes: PJs and shirt
Current Mood: pissed off/sad
Current Music: anything
Current Taste: on what?
Current Hair: long
Current Annoyance: A certain someone
Current Smell: idk
Current thing I should be Doing: nothing
Current Desktop Picture: a black and white photo
Current Favorite: depends
Current Book: i dont have one
Current Movie In DVD: the Pursuit of Happyness
Current Refreshment: water
Current Worry: many things
Current Crush: haha nice try, but im not answering

Thursday

i totally hope i spelled the Title of this blog correctly

..dum.. duh dee dum de dah.. dum


today was a good day. i mean its winterfest at my school. and tomorrow is the big game..

umm lets see oh yea

theres 2 people in my school that i CANT stand. i hate them both with a passion like A LOT. see i thought i was friends with Person1 of them.. i never really got along with the Person2.. but then late in 7th grade, Person1 started hanging out with Person2.. and everything sucks..i hate Person2 with a passion.. wait i already said that.. well let say it again i hate them both for a burning passion..

back to winterfest..

so.. today was baseball day.. well the competition.. .. and we did ok.. and then
some guy from the Junior class decides to grab my friend by the shoulders so she turns around and BAM... right in the Nutts.. pretty funny haha he didnt think so though..lol

so the teacher takes my friend to the office so as she leaves the WHOLE sophomore class starts cheering "kaili kaili kaili" [thats pronounced Kay-lee, idk weird]

oh.. and then after we lost 1 game the Juniors boo'ed us.. so the guys chanted "suck our dick , suck our dick" bahaha..i hope we dont get introuble for that.. that would suck. they might deduct points.. i hope they dont..


oh.yea and i feel sick.. oh heres a funny story. i felt sick today so i took a napkin and put 2 Tylenol tablets in there and took them to school. at school i bought a water bottle. so during first hour i took the pills.. about 15 mins i thought i was Gone Die. NO JOKE. my friend siting next to me.. said my eyes were bloodshot starting from the center..and i felt really warm. haha.. and very very dizzy... and that was just Tylenol 500mg. i knew i should have taken the Advil instead.. -_-'

okay that wasnt really funny.. but yea.. you should have seen me during 1st hour [ of first period whichever you perfer]

so yea. that hour was wierd.. full of shaking.. and bloodshot eyes. .dizzyness.. oh did i mention that i talked like a drunk person [during first hour that is.. i BLAME the pills] but yea




The End.

Wednesday

Hi again I'm in science class lol

So yesterday I had like a breakdown well not a big breakdown
But I just wasn't feeling good

But moving on

I'm really bored today I was thinking of going bowling after school
But I'm not too sure

Today I have nothing to report aside from the fact that I'm really bored
I'm literaly sitting in. Class on my itouch signed into aim


Well theres nothing to report I'll be gone now

--malena

Nothing

So I'm siting in science class and I can't pay attention for 3 reasons
1-the girl next to me won't stop signing that Taylor swift song
2- I don't like/understand science
3- I'm stressed out

Life is complicated and I'm confused.....really confused
I wish I could talk about it with my friends but they won't understand
And I can talk about it with family but that would kinda make things worse
This is one of those times where I wish I had an older brother or sister to help me out
However I do have one person that is like my older brother but if eh I'm just not sure

So I'm stuck dealing with the problems all by myself ... It sucks
So when this happens I usually take a week or two off and I drop everything
I know it sounds pathetic but it helps so here's what I do:

I literatlly drop everything. And I just concentrate on something which
Usually ends up being school work and I just try to forget about everything
Else. I write a lot as of now I have about 6.5 pages written actually typed on my computer
I'm wierd I know


Well Its Tuesday and I'm mad mainly for the 2nd reason listed at the. Begining

Oh and as long as I'm ggona be gone from twitter for the week here goes

I have but only 1 twitter account so (this is for the DM I got) I'm not the imheretobitch account
But believe what you want and if you believe that I would go and make a new account your wrong
Becuase I won't waste my time for that bull shit I'm not gona make another email so that I can make someone look bad
...or worse (depending on who's reading this) but no Im not that stupid

Okay I must get this assignment bcuase I hate graphs
Oh btw my teacher is shining a laser pointer at the room next door haha
He aimed it at the other teachers head who btw is bald haha

I g2g